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Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Mission: Spotting hot guys
Status: Highly Successful
Yay! I'm really happy today cause my mission was a total success. I managed to spot not one, not two, but A LOT of hot and cute guys in OCS. HAHAHA. My group's tour guides already met the criteria once we arrived and along the way, more were spotted. :D
And if you're wondering if I spot any familiar faces, yep I did. But I don't know if they still recognised me or not. And I think everyone has changed; everyone became prettier after ROD-ing. Haha.
I didn't find the tour really interesting though. Yea, we got to see the combat, shot the SAR-21, look at people throw smoke bombs and lightning sticks, slapped camouflaged paint on each other faces and saw how the army takes down the enemy; but I wasn't really that interested though. Maybe it's because I've seen a lot of these stuff before so I wasn't exactly squealing like the rest of classmates at how the rifle would jerk at recoil, how the gunpowder stank etc.
If asked whether I want to join the army; my answer, "a definite no". I'm saying good bye to all these stuff for good and lead my gu-niang life. :)
My friends were laughing when they pictured me in the army. Hey, they haven't seen me during camps only. I may be small, but I'm firm kays?
And I found out that camouflaged paint is edible. Coolios~
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Riding the bus towards the camp;
Going past the same familiar road again.
Flooded with memories of the cheers we sang;
And the anxiety each of us had.
I glanced at my surroundings;
To realise that you're not here with me.
Choked back with unspeakable emotions;
It was this nostalgic feeling.
Combat moves were swift and fast;
Just like how good times came to past.
A quick move is all you need;
To sweep your partner off her feet.
The familiar firing sounds filled the air,
The familiar gunpowder smell in your nose,
The familiar recoil at your shoulder's hollow;
The unforgettable victorious memories in your mind.
There was"the rush" and "leopard crawl",
NCOs voices ringing, "3 seconds and prone!"
For it takes 4 seconds for the best sniper to aim and shoot,
Oh, IFC with us was just one big joke.
But who can understand? Who can comprehend?
Who has experienced this joy that I had?
This is a story written by all of us.
And this is our story buried deep in our hearts.
Dearest Delta 09', you're greatly and dearly missed. I love you! :)
Status: Highly Successful
Yay! I'm really happy today cause my mission was a total success. I managed to spot not one, not two, but A LOT of hot and cute guys in OCS. HAHAHA. My group's tour guides already met the criteria once we arrived and along the way, more were spotted. :D
And if you're wondering if I spot any familiar faces, yep I did. But I don't know if they still recognised me or not. And I think everyone has changed; everyone became prettier after ROD-ing. Haha.
I didn't find the tour really interesting though. Yea, we got to see the combat, shot the SAR-21, look at people throw smoke bombs and lightning sticks, slapped camouflaged paint on each other faces and saw how the army takes down the enemy; but I wasn't really that interested though. Maybe it's because I've seen a lot of these stuff before so I wasn't exactly squealing like the rest of classmates at how the rifle would jerk at recoil, how the gunpowder stank etc.
If asked whether I want to join the army; my answer, "a definite no". I'm saying good bye to all these stuff for good and lead my gu-niang life. :)
My friends were laughing when they pictured me in the army. Hey, they haven't seen me during camps only. I may be small, but I'm firm kays?
And I found out that camouflaged paint is edible. Coolios~
__________________________________________________________
Riding the bus towards the camp;
Going past the same familiar road again.
Flooded with memories of the cheers we sang;
And the anxiety each of us had.
I glanced at my surroundings;
To realise that you're not here with me.
Choked back with unspeakable emotions;
It was this nostalgic feeling.
Combat moves were swift and fast;
Just like how good times came to past.
A quick move is all you need;
To sweep your partner off her feet.
The familiar firing sounds filled the air,
The familiar gunpowder smell in your nose,
The familiar recoil at your shoulder's hollow;
The unforgettable victorious memories in your mind.
There was"the rush" and "leopard crawl",
NCOs voices ringing, "3 seconds and prone!"
For it takes 4 seconds for the best sniper to aim and shoot,
Oh, IFC with us was just one big joke.
But who can understand? Who can comprehend?
Who has experienced this joy that I had?
This is a story written by all of us.
And this is our story buried deep in our hearts.
Dearest Delta 09', you're greatly and dearly missed. I love you! :)
3:00 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Shouldn't a whole be a whole?
What could still be considered a whole if there was a hole in the whole?
The heart hides the intension the eye can't see.
The mouth shoots arrows of malice at the ears of the listener.
Like daggers, it pierces the heart and shatters the soul.
W0rds of deceit kill. Hush.
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Updates:
Finally, (LIKE SO FINALLY) the truth is out and I'm FREE from this stupid misunderstanding. Congrats JE for being so brave, cause I don't think I can or will do that if I were you.
Tofus, if you're wondering what I'm talking about, I'll tell you another time kays? :D And partner, I just realised we haven't talk on the phone even though we promised to update each other after Promos. Haha.
Oh, I'm going to OCS tomorrow. Guess who will be there? Other than my school, RV will be there too. I wonder if I'll be able to meet familar faces. Like those from SC and SSC. And wish me luck peeps, I wanna see hot army guys. :D
On second thoughts, I shall not raise my hopes too high up. Based on past experiences to army camps, I haven't been able to see one person whom I thought was *coughs* enough. Sigh, what could I expect right? :(
Anyway, it's been long since I came into contact with all these army stuff already, I'm kinda excited for tomorrow; cause seeing all these camouflaged stuff always remind me of the crappy yet enjoyable time I had in NC. Of course, you tofus are in my thoughts too! And I'm so gonna be the expert on those stuff there since I'm the only person in my class that used to be from NC.
The is the first time I came flaunt my knowledge about the army to those NOOB guys! HAHAHA. They cannot call me a Bimbo anymore. (In your face people! Even though you won't be reading this.)
Okayye, I shall stop suan-ing the guys in my class already. They keep saying that I'm a feminist. Whatever~*roll eyes*
And kuddos to them for helping to protect our country in future. Yay guys!
(Have fun enduring NS while I enjoy my gu-niang life :D)
Oh, Island creamery and pizza outing last friday was nice. It was great meeting up with you peeps. I didn't realise I miss you guys so much. And Jo, even though you may not be reading this, but you've lost weight. (Happy eh?)
Lao gong, you're still as cute as ever, partner and AJ still ever so pretty :) Lynette still as vulgar and lovely in her own way; Kelly a sexy babe always and Sop, ever so skinny and CORNY. :D
Can't wait for our next meeting! :D
What could still be considered a whole if there was a hole in the whole?
The heart hides the intension the eye can't see.
The mouth shoots arrows of malice at the ears of the listener.
Like daggers, it pierces the heart and shatters the soul.
W0rds of deceit kill. Hush.
__________________________________________________
Updates:
Finally, (LIKE SO FINALLY) the truth is out and I'm FREE from this stupid misunderstanding. Congrats JE for being so brave, cause I don't think I can or will do that if I were you.
Tofus, if you're wondering what I'm talking about, I'll tell you another time kays? :D And partner, I just realised we haven't talk on the phone even though we promised to update each other after Promos. Haha.
Oh, I'm going to OCS tomorrow. Guess who will be there? Other than my school, RV will be there too. I wonder if I'll be able to meet familar faces. Like those from SC and SSC. And wish me luck peeps, I wanna see hot army guys. :D
On second thoughts, I shall not raise my hopes too high up. Based on past experiences to army camps, I haven't been able to see one person whom I thought was *coughs* enough. Sigh, what could I expect right? :(
Anyway, it's been long since I came into contact with all these army stuff already, I'm kinda excited for tomorrow; cause seeing all these camouflaged stuff always remind me of the crappy yet enjoyable time I had in NC. Of course, you tofus are in my thoughts too! And I'm so gonna be the expert on those stuff there since I'm the only person in my class that used to be from NC.
The is the first time I came flaunt my knowledge about the army to those NOOB guys! HAHAHA. They cannot call me a Bimbo anymore. (In your face people! Even though you won't be reading this.)
Okayye, I shall stop suan-ing the guys in my class already. They keep saying that I'm a feminist. Whatever~*roll eyes*
And kuddos to them for helping to protect our country in future. Yay guys!
(Have fun enduring NS while I enjoy my gu-niang life :D)
Oh, Island creamery and pizza outing last friday was nice. It was great meeting up with you peeps. I didn't realise I miss you guys so much. And Jo, even though you may not be reading this, but you've lost weight. (Happy eh?)
Lao gong, you're still as cute as ever, partner and AJ still ever so pretty :) Lynette still as vulgar and lovely in her own way; Kelly a sexy babe always and Sop, ever so skinny and CORNY. :D
Can't wait for our next meeting! :D
3:58 AM
Monday, October 11, 2010
It's amazing how a simple every day's activity can always cause one to think and reflect about it. Many times, things are more than what meets the eye. People can choose to look at it in the bad way, or simply just to take things by your stride and accept whatever that comes along. Well, I hope to look at everything from the bright side and hopefully, I can also look at each individual, no matter how weird he or she may be through the eyes of Christ. But obviously, easier said than done.
Today I happened to give up my seat to this old man on the bus. After thanking me, he proceeded to sit down on the seat. And just then, another passenger alighted so I managed to get myself a seat again. To my surprise, the old man turned around and offered me one of his cheese pan cakes that he had in his plastic bag. Obviously I declined his kind offer but he still insisted I took one. He went, "Just take it, take one." Well, I didn't take the pan cakes in the end because firstly, it's wrong to eat in a bus and secondly, I don't think it's really nice to take a pan cake from him.
Suddenly I thought about all the old uncles or aunties which I've offered my seat to before. I recalled all the grateful smiles which they had in their faces as they sat down. Some of them would thank you profusely; some will start telling you how tired they were with sore knee caps and such; while others start telling you their life stories. If they happen to be a regular commuter on the bus, they would even smile at you the next time you board the bus or might even keep a seat just for you. But today's really an exception, this is really first time someone offered me food on the bus. Haha.
It was just then a thought popped into my head. Those smiles which you received, it gives you this warm tingly feeling to know that you've brightened up some one's day. In life we pursue good grades, best schools and high-paying jobs. Yes, all of these can guarantee a temporal smile upon your face, but can it ever guarantee a smile in your heart? Often we're too comfortable in our comfort zone and we hate to leave it, just like how unwilling we are to give up our seats after a really tiring day. But Christ challenges us to step out of it, and often when we willingly obey, Christ will lead the way. And the satisfaction you get transcends all pleasure in which materialism can offer you. ______________________________________________________
Just a quick update on my life: Today was games day and I played hand ball. I was quite "fortunate" to be one of the only 2 girls there so I was given the task to play in all the 5 games since a minimum of 2 girls were required to be in the field at one time. Well, we lost really badly and we kinda got thrashed at almost every game. The other teams were really too good.
Handball being a "male dominated" sport had left the the girls hardly doing anything. It was all too fast. One moment the ball is in front of you, the next moment it's gone. You run, but you're always slower than the athletic players and you get breathless after a while. Then you try to jump and catch the ball, some super tall guy jumps in and takes it away from you. You try to defend the goal post, another tall guy zooms past you. In the blink of an eye, he has already scored. You say, "Crap, I've gotta be more careful the next time." And again the whistle sounds, the same guy leaps past you again and scores. Frustrated at your own stupidity, this time you made a dive for the ball while he's dribbling. To your surprise, he elbows you right in the middle of your chest and makes his way towards the goal post, not even bothering to apologise there after. You stood rooted to the ground for a moment, trying to absorb the shock and not show the pain in your face. Having recovered from the shock, you try your luck again in intersecting the ball so as to make some contributions to your team. The next thing you know, you get shoved aside really hard by some TALL guy again as he charges right at the goal post. He jumps, he scores and he didn't apologise AGAIN.
I hate it when guys are so ungentlemanly. Like hello?! I am a girl for goodness sake, and my friend is also a girl! She gets elbowed right in the middle of her forehead while I get pushed around like some bean bag. It hurts a lot you know. Try ramming into a brick wall. That's how girls feel whenever a guy rams into her. Well, it's no use complaining here too. It's not as if those ungentlemanly peeps would read this too. But at least you get my point - I'm pissed with those ungentlemanly meanies.
I'm so glad the guys in my class aren't like this. If not I'll really believe that guys are jerks and I'll probably never get married in future. (Why am I talking about this? Maybe no one would even want me too cause I'm too violent and fierce. *roll eyes* And Dar, I know what you're thinking of. You're thinking about pocketing the $50 bet that we had right? You can stop thinking about it cause yours sincerely here will win the bet! :D) Oh, the Lignum's team guys were quite nice too. They were really friendly, nice, showed concern for their team mates and they so do not TACKLE the girls of the opposite team. There was this one guy who just wouldn't let me bend over to catch my breath even though I really needed to bend over. He said it was not good or something like that. See? This is what I called being nice and gentlemanly. It's showing concern for your team mates even though you only became friends just before the game started.
Later in the afternoon we're supposed to have some AIDs talk but the speaker couldn't make it so it was cancelled. (THANK GOD.) And it was one of the earliest time I've been home. (Around 2.30?) I think I'm sun burnt again. My parents were like asking me what happened to my face. My dad said I was chao da (it means burnt. BLEH.) and I was whining away again cause I hate being tanned. I think lately I pig-ged a lot again. I NEED TO LOOSE WEIGHT. I think I should start running, doing sit ups, swimming, playing tennis... ANYTHING just to get my ass moving and burn those fats.
And tofus, we really need to meet up soon. I miss you guys so much. And if anyone of you wants a chat or anything, call me man! I'll be happy to give you an update of my life. Kelly babe, you sound stressed too, you must jia yous k? And don't worry too much. I love you girl! Oh, just in case the rest of Delta gets jealous, I express my love to everyone else too. So here goes: I LOVE YOU AJ! I LOVE YOU PARTNER! I LOVE YOU LAO GONG! I LOVE YOU KELLY BABE! I LOVE YOU DAR DAR! I LOVE YOU JOVI! I LOVE YOU LYNIT! I LOVE YOU HOOI CHOO! I LOVE YOU SOP! I LOVE YOU JIA YUE!
And to that one person who reads and doesn't tag, yea I LOVE YOU too! You know who you are :)
Today I happened to give up my seat to this old man on the bus. After thanking me, he proceeded to sit down on the seat. And just then, another passenger alighted so I managed to get myself a seat again. To my surprise, the old man turned around and offered me one of his cheese pan cakes that he had in his plastic bag. Obviously I declined his kind offer but he still insisted I took one. He went, "Just take it, take one." Well, I didn't take the pan cakes in the end because firstly, it's wrong to eat in a bus and secondly, I don't think it's really nice to take a pan cake from him.
Suddenly I thought about all the old uncles or aunties which I've offered my seat to before. I recalled all the grateful smiles which they had in their faces as they sat down. Some of them would thank you profusely; some will start telling you how tired they were with sore knee caps and such; while others start telling you their life stories. If they happen to be a regular commuter on the bus, they would even smile at you the next time you board the bus or might even keep a seat just for you. But today's really an exception, this is really first time someone offered me food on the bus. Haha.
It was just then a thought popped into my head. Those smiles which you received, it gives you this warm tingly feeling to know that you've brightened up some one's day. In life we pursue good grades, best schools and high-paying jobs. Yes, all of these can guarantee a temporal smile upon your face, but can it ever guarantee a smile in your heart? Often we're too comfortable in our comfort zone and we hate to leave it, just like how unwilling we are to give up our seats after a really tiring day. But Christ challenges us to step out of it, and often when we willingly obey, Christ will lead the way. And the satisfaction you get transcends all pleasure in which materialism can offer you. ______________________________________________________
Just a quick update on my life: Today was games day and I played hand ball. I was quite "fortunate" to be one of the only 2 girls there so I was given the task to play in all the 5 games since a minimum of 2 girls were required to be in the field at one time. Well, we lost really badly and we kinda got thrashed at almost every game. The other teams were really too good.
Handball being a "male dominated" sport had left the the girls hardly doing anything. It was all too fast. One moment the ball is in front of you, the next moment it's gone. You run, but you're always slower than the athletic players and you get breathless after a while. Then you try to jump and catch the ball, some super tall guy jumps in and takes it away from you. You try to defend the goal post, another tall guy zooms past you. In the blink of an eye, he has already scored. You say, "Crap, I've gotta be more careful the next time." And again the whistle sounds, the same guy leaps past you again and scores. Frustrated at your own stupidity, this time you made a dive for the ball while he's dribbling. To your surprise, he elbows you right in the middle of your chest and makes his way towards the goal post, not even bothering to apologise there after. You stood rooted to the ground for a moment, trying to absorb the shock and not show the pain in your face. Having recovered from the shock, you try your luck again in intersecting the ball so as to make some contributions to your team. The next thing you know, you get shoved aside really hard by some TALL guy again as he charges right at the goal post. He jumps, he scores and he didn't apologise AGAIN.
I hate it when guys are so ungentlemanly. Like hello?! I am a girl for goodness sake, and my friend is also a girl! She gets elbowed right in the middle of her forehead while I get pushed around like some bean bag. It hurts a lot you know. Try ramming into a brick wall. That's how girls feel whenever a guy rams into her. Well, it's no use complaining here too. It's not as if those ungentlemanly peeps would read this too. But at least you get my point - I'm pissed with those ungentlemanly meanies.
I'm so glad the guys in my class aren't like this. If not I'll really believe that guys are jerks and I'll probably never get married in future. (Why am I talking about this? Maybe no one would even want me too cause I'm too violent and fierce. *roll eyes* And Dar, I know what you're thinking of. You're thinking about pocketing the $50 bet that we had right? You can stop thinking about it cause yours sincerely here will win the bet! :D) Oh, the Lignum's team guys were quite nice too. They were really friendly, nice, showed concern for their team mates and they so do not TACKLE the girls of the opposite team. There was this one guy who just wouldn't let me bend over to catch my breath even though I really needed to bend over. He said it was not good or something like that. See? This is what I called being nice and gentlemanly. It's showing concern for your team mates even though you only became friends just before the game started.
Later in the afternoon we're supposed to have some AIDs talk but the speaker couldn't make it so it was cancelled. (THANK GOD.) And it was one of the earliest time I've been home. (Around 2.30?) I think I'm sun burnt again. My parents were like asking me what happened to my face. My dad said I was chao da (it means burnt. BLEH.) and I was whining away again cause I hate being tanned. I think lately I pig-ged a lot again. I NEED TO LOOSE WEIGHT. I think I should start running, doing sit ups, swimming, playing tennis... ANYTHING just to get my ass moving and burn those fats.
And tofus, we really need to meet up soon. I miss you guys so much. And if anyone of you wants a chat or anything, call me man! I'll be happy to give you an update of my life. Kelly babe, you sound stressed too, you must jia yous k? And don't worry too much. I love you girl! Oh, just in case the rest of Delta gets jealous, I express my love to everyone else too. So here goes: I LOVE YOU AJ! I LOVE YOU PARTNER! I LOVE YOU LAO GONG! I LOVE YOU KELLY BABE! I LOVE YOU DAR DAR! I LOVE YOU JOVI! I LOVE YOU LYNIT! I LOVE YOU HOOI CHOO! I LOVE YOU SOP! I LOVE YOU JIA YUE!
And to that one person who reads and doesn't tag, yea I LOVE YOU too! You know who you are :)
4:01 AM
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Often we complain about how sucky our lives are.
Often we sulk over the unfortunate events.
Yet without these bitter and sour experiences, we'll never learn to appreciate and treasure the sweetness in our everyday lives.
Simply, it's just about enjoying life's simpliest pleasure.
A group of classmates hanging out in one mundane afternoon - yep, that's life simple pleasure.
I'll treasure it. :)
Often we sulk over the unfortunate events.
Yet without these bitter and sour experiences, we'll never learn to appreciate and treasure the sweetness in our everyday lives.
Simply, it's just about enjoying life's simpliest pleasure.
A group of classmates hanging out in one mundane afternoon - yep, that's life simple pleasure.
I'll treasure it. :)
5:53 AM